uhnevermind

Has anyone ever told you that before? Do you say "thank you", even though you've already convinced yourself that you'll never be good enough? Not good enough to become a professional, take commissions, create a patreon, or network with people looking to collaborate with you? At first I was making this journal because I was starting to let negativity defeat me again. This paragraph was going to be myself complaining about not uploading regularly, quitting, letting you guys down, losing motivation once again. But I decided that I'm tired of feeling this way. You suck at drawing/painting. You draw the same things over again. Not good enough. F